Monday, July 28, 2008

Death

I was told some very sad news on Friday. Kent's Sister Lanna committed suicide on Thursday.
Obviously everyone is still in shock. Out of everyone I know, Lanna is the last person I thought would do it. It really makes you think. Such a waste of a life. I really want to go to her funeral but being over here means I can't unfortunately. I don't have the cash. I can't imagine what Kent and Av are going through. Or Mr and Mrs Derwent for that matter. Audrey won't remember her Aunty either. She's only 2 years old. How could she leave everyone behind like that? Especially gorgeous little Audrey??

On a happier note, I've decided to move back to Adelaide. I'll be moving in October. My airfare will be booked in the next few weeks. I know it may seem like I'm running away again but it's more than that. At the end of the year, I'll have a new brother or sister and I really want to see it more than every 6 months. I want it to know me as a brother/sister should. I want to be able to babysit and spoil it as a big sister should.
Plus I miss all my friends and family.
I'm also sick of having nothing to do here. I hate having to travel 1 1/2 to Bunbury to go to the cinema's or to go clothes shopping. Western Australia is so backwards most of the time. There are only 2 supermarkets here. Plus back home I have my friends and stuff to do. Does that make sense?

I'm looking forward to my birthday. Even though I'm not doing anything, It doesn't bother me anymore. I've got the rest of my life to do things on my birthday. Plus It's not like I'm totally alone on my birthday. I have Mum and Tony and that's all that matters really.

2 comments:

beckoned said...

I'm so sorry to hear about Lanna. =( *hugs*

I'm happy you're coming back though, it's quite weird not having your best friend close enough to visit regularly!

And I'll be there in spirit for your birthday! I know, not quite the same, but hey, isn't it the thought that counts? =P

Show Some Respect said...

ramblings of an idiot! there are things you discuss with friends, things you write in a personal journal and material you display on an internet blog. i found your 'ramblings' completely offensive and disrepectful to Lanna. you just don't get it, do you?